God has taken us on quite the journey over the past 4/5 years and especially in the last 6 months or so. Sometime in January of this year, Dave and I were having a lazy Sunday morning and just kind of felt like staying home from church. Emma, on the other hand, really wanted to go and how can you deny your child the opportunity to go to church? So what did we decide to do? We dropped her off at church and then walked into town to have breakfast. :) We felt a little guilty, of course, but that morning was the beginning of a long journey from Idyllwild, CA to Mammoth Lakes, CA: A journey that would bring us closer to God as we were continually putting one foot in front of the other, not knowing where we were headed, but trusting that God would in time make our path clear. Hopefully sometime, I can go deeper into that journey, but for today, I am seeking prayer as we in the midst of what I believe, is one of the last roadblocks in this particular journey.
About a month ago, we moved up here to Mammoth. Before we moved, Dave put in his 2 weeks notice at his old job, and we gave our landlords our 30 day notice. We knew we were going to be living here, before we actually had a place to live secured. It definitely caused us some stress. I think about 2 weeks before we moved, Dave finally found a studio apartment that we could rent month-to-month while we looked for something more permanent. Mammoth is a difficult place to find a house to live in and we were even more limited since we had cats and only wanted something month-to-month. It was a relief at the time, and we are now in the midst of trying to find something more permanent.
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The house we want. |
A few weeks ago, we were lucky enough to find a house that we ADORE and we very quickly put an offer in on it. However, it is a short sale and there is another buyer that is interested and we are feeling like our chance of getting it is pretty slim. We are doing our best to trust God that He has brought us this far on our journey and that He will lead us to the perfect place. However, there is really no other housing option available at the moment that we like (to rent or to buy) and the thought of the 3 of us being cooped up in this studio all winter long gives me a bit of a panic attack. :) I know God will take care of us, but He has made it clear that He is not going to let me in the loop and that I have to continue trusting Him to take care of us and trust that He knows our plans and what our future holds. I am just praying that he reveals His plans to us sooner, rather than later, and that in the meantime I will be at peace with releasing control of my life to Him.
"Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and he will establish your plans." - Proverbs 16:3